i am your pain in your ass. why would you like a time off? no words can decipher how truly apologetic i am, so pathetic. its such a shame. i cant afford to lose you again. i cant afford to lose such a blessing. perhaps im too unperfect for you. and i can feel that you're giving up. you can never ever be replaced 'cuz no matter where i go, i'll always come running back to you. but now it seems like its different. did i pierce in the needle to hard? i guess so. life just simply isn't fair. im sorry if i wasnt there when you needed me. im sorry for the times that i neglected you. im sorry i don't have a way with words to please or calm you down. im sorry i didn't take any initiative for cheering you up. im sorry. i only got myself to blame if you up and leave me, only myself if u replace me for someone better in your heart. you know, meeting you up everyday is like Valentine's. feeling loved is like the greatest feeling ever. i posted this up so that everyboday can see that i'm such a murderous-hurting-people bitch.

so baby please accept my apology?